May 2011
9 posts
So I've been neglecting you
My tumblr that is, seeing as I’m convinced nobody reads this damn thing anyway. I’ve been less needing to rant because I’ve been venting to friends and even family. Which is weird for me, I have a very odd view of family. But they’ve all been really supportive. Which is great.
Problem is I still feel like shit. Just generally sad and exhausted, maybe even numb. I had a...
Rant postponed...
So I was totally going to get all ranty and emo and FML here, but an upbeat pop album (Foster The People’s Torches), successful baking (vegan jam donut cupcakes) and conversations with excellent friends have averted my meltdown. I’m sure it’ll come at some point soon, but tonight I’m actually okay for now.
Also I’m listening to Eels. I’m beginning to think...
Rant pending...
I need to seriously rant, but I just realised I haven’t updated my other blog yet. I’ll be back to rant in a minute. Unless I run out of words.
(by ‘a minute, I probably mean ‘an hour’)
Most people I know, think that I'm crazy
So the BBQ. I’ve got a pretty good group of friends. Nobody who was there would be considered ‘inner circle’ peeps. Just assorted randoms, but all good people. I get along well with most of them, and there was hella awkwardness at the barbecue. I’m thinking it was probably because I had my son with me. None of them have spent a great deal of time around my son, and as most...
Everybody knows that the dice are loaded.
So following the magic of my epiphany, and the presence of a single follower (Hi!, or should I say Guten tag!) I’ve been getting busy playing LA Noire, which is kind of great. But this is not the place for stuff I can share elsewhere.
I’m feeling better about pretty much everything since my epiphany. I was out and about today (and a little at a bbq yesterday, which was weird for its...
Buried alive beneath my life's rubble
So I’m not really following many people on here, but between the sage advice of http://classysexblog.tumblr.com/ and the sterling example of http://soyacide.tumblr.com/ I believe I’ve come to a conclusion. Perhaps even an epiphany of sorts.
I’m saving myself for love. There’s absolutely no point dedicating all my time and energy to having sex with some random if...
But I can't see you every night for free.
So there’s a girl. There’s always a girl, or a boy, or a couple, or I don’t know… a monkey. So few of us are happy, well maybe that’s not true. But even all the people I know who would if asked swear blind that they were happy. Even they seem to fight more than I’d want to. Maybe I’m being unrealistic, but I have to believe there’s more than that to...
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Being Followed
I’m being followed.
I should be clearer, I’m being followed on twitter by my parents. They’re also my friends on facebook, and they read my other blog. It’s not just them either. Current workmates, former workmates, my ex-wife, people of potential romantic interest… With so many people to possibly offend I feel like I can’t always be myself.
I know I should...